Thursday, December 17, 2009

Divine Deeds (two stories back to back)

Its a story of a man whose ego met with no fate. Its a story of divine deeds. In ancient India, there was man who was known as "The destroyer". He had an ability to destroy anything. God bestowed that quality to man because he meditated for centuries to achieve God's attention. God wanted him to do a job of "destroyer"on his behalf. Well its a divine wish "nothing is immortal".

So when ever he would play drums, something bad but according to God wishes used to happen down on earth. He did his job perfectly and one day he went to God and said" My lord I have been doing same activities for many centuries, now I want to do something new." "Bestow me a power to control rain" man said.

God Said" No I can't I have given this assignment to someone else". After much pursuance God agreed and said" wish is granted so when ever u play drums rain will be sent down on erth". But man has an ego now he believes he has the power so he can control the rain so he left with new quality.

One day he goes down on earth and see poor farmer plowing his field. Farmer is very poor and his lively hood depends on whatever he gets from crops.

Man goes down and says" No point plowing the field my friend. There will be no rain for another 13 years." now his new job says" gift life" but his instincts have destroying characters. Its is said man is known by the personality he keeps.

Poor farmer humbly request and said" I don't know who you are but if I stop plowing my field, one day I will forget farming. So I keep plowing the field irrespective rain comes or not. god has the power my crop will grow without rain."

Man returned with nothing but thoughts and questions on his mind. He couldn't sleep that night. Something was bothering him. He said to himself, if I stop playing my drums for another 13 years even I'll forget to play.

Early morning he wakes up and start playing drums........

Moral of the story... no one can escape god's deed.


Man curiosity ends up with great invention. He has invented everything and tried to know everything god has created. One day God said", why I have created man. he is so selfish and where ever he goes he finds me. One day god goes up on big mountains, man reaches there and then he submerge himself underneath ocean, man again manage to find him. Then god finds best place to hide. he starts residing inside human. Now man is so desperate to locate his whereabouts but fail to find him.

Now thats my freinds moral of the story, when we hurt someone or break someone heart, we are directly hurting the god. Justice is even in his eyes. whatever we do-good or bad-those things one day come back to us in this course of life only. God takes revenge in a simple and precise way.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Lovely coincidence

In 1945, there was a young boy of 14 in a concentration camp. He was tall, thin but had a bright smile. Every day, a young girl came by on the other side of the fence. She noticed the boy and asked him if he spoke Polish, and he said yes. She said he'd looked hungry, and he said he was. She then reached in her pocket and gave him her apple. He thanked her and she went on her way. The next day, she came by again, bringing with her another apple which she gave him. Each day, she walked by the outside of the fence, hoping to see him, and when she did, she happily handed him an apple in exchange for conversation.

One day, he told her not to come by anymore. He told her he was being shipped to another concentration camp. As he walked away with tears streaming down his face, he wondered if he'd ever see her again. She was the only kind soul he'd seen across the fence.

He made it out of the concentration camp, and immigrated to America. In 1957, his friends had fixed him up on a blind date. He had no idea who the woman was. He picked her up, and during dinner began talking of Poland and the concentration camp. She said she was in Poland at that time. She said she used to talk to a boy and gave him apples daily. He asked if this boy was tall, skinny and if he had told her that she shouldn't come back because he was leaving. She said yes. It was her, the young girl who came by every day to give him apples. After 12 years, after the war and in another country.....they had met again. What are the odds? He proposed to her on that very night and told her he'd never again let her go. They are still happily married today.

Now that, my friends, is a love story. Miracles do happen, and there is a greater force at work in our lives.

Monday, November 30, 2009

things I'm not learning teaching me a lot.

These are some of the famous so called "saying" which teaches us in different style. It sounds good but not enough for me but I like to share with you.



Should I refuse the honey because bee stings?

Life is simple, you just have to stop trying to figure it out.

The wind was never angry. the rain was never sad.

Let every breez draw you out of yourself .

Cheer up you don't have to do anything.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Get busy living or get busy dying

The above caption reminds me of a inspiring movie in which "Andy" is in prison serving two life sentence back to back for a a crime he hasn't committed. He is still relying on hope and he keeps hoping one day life will be shaking hands with him. A four letter word HOPE can make our life worth living. People spend whole life hoping to achieve they craved for.Parents hope, their sons/daughters will get best life. An unemployed hopes he will get good job one day. A patient lying on bed in hospital hoping he will get well soon.A dejected waiting life will be back on track soon.Life is so much dependent on hope we can't even pass a day without hoping. Hope gives us answers to our millions of questions, life itself is a big question mark. The more we try to understand the more we end up with questions and then we keep asking answers. Life is hell lot of busy lolz. I have learnt one thing from all this crap "If something didnt happened and you were dying for it to happen, trust that God wanted best for you". So I hope my life will be back on track one day. I hope I will get the best of all, I hope my dreams and pray for someone are as much as realastic as they have been. I hope.......

Friday, October 30, 2009

destined to be free

I’m going to tell you the story of a guy who has seen so much in his life that he doesn’t wanna take anything more. Perfect love life came down crashing, family problems kept him busy and sickening job kept him going. Words depression and frustration had no room in his dictionary. He never shared anything depressing with me and when ever he met, he always wanted to do something exciting but on the inside he was broken guy. Even though he never let his feeling come out but I guess I’m too philosophical that I can understand the person better. Yeah may be!

He is fond of flashy machines, mad about money matters and he is not devoid of all these materialistic things. He has achieved what he aimed for in his life. But somewhere inside, he is holding millions tornado waiting to be unleashed. I believe every man has a break in point and it came one day when kept talking non stop about his life. I could see the broken dreams in his eyes. I could judge repent in his voice and suddenly he stopped talking as if he wanted to share more but his worries were more than words he knew. It is said everything is prewritten and god is always one step ahead. He takes one thing and give us far better so I hope god has good plans for my friends and one day he will give best to him.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

roads lead to no where......


Imagine a guy who makes faces when you ask serious questions. A guy who has given so much profit to Mcdonald and KFC that he deserves to be a brand ambassodor for them.His room is cluttered up with "national treasure" and hard to find floor in his room. His room smells like typical indian grocery stores and instantly gives you headache.Utensils which haven't been cleaned for ages and perfect place for bacteria and virus to party. A guy whose life revolves around his job and comes to room only for good night sleep. A guy whose heart is crystal clear and can be trusted with closed eyes.





well he is one and only Sourabh Khanna and On his birthday we made memorable trip to Mount Ruapehu last month. i wanted to record this trip but couldn't harness my vicilating mood for some reasons. convincing to wake him up right on time was daunting task for us but luckly he was on time and it was once in a lifetime event for all of us.


We started early morning and covered 600km, keeping up with his rocket propelt car we made our first pit stop at "praw park" hoping to catch some prawn but it didn't turn out exactly we planned so ended up at "Huka Fall" had some photography session and hit the road that led us to "Taupo". Well nice place to hang around. We hate burger King coz we were denied discount on wintec ID lolz. Did i say Wintec id?? well its not the most happening ID in the world lolz.

Our last point was Whakapapa, a place which reminds me of typical Himalayan village and entry to snow covered peaks (heaps of information on google try your best click).well at last, our destination, Mount Ruapehu.we made it! but what the heck was happening there, everyone was in skiing mood and we were in fancy dresses as if we had come here for fashion show.Someone out of us said in slow voice lets go home! we rewinded whole trip and in the evening we were in our rooms with Johny walker.

It is said its not fun reaching your destination but how the journey is made that is more important.we stayed togehter and enjoyed so it was happy ending.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

"Yuheee"


"ankh khulli zindagi yuheee hairaan khari thi"

Life opened its eyes and could see sun peeping through room window. Beauiful and sober rays titillating and pursuading to get out of bed but it was in no hurry as it seemed it had come to standstill and still looking for childlish excuses.

No idea what it was doing to itself, why it was delayed as usual. Looking for someone who could live life. Banged!!!! room opened and sunshine was in room, life was embraced by him and both made promises to each other and life goes on and on and on........

"Yuheee anjaney mein,, Yuhee nadani mein"
"Khoye woh sab ristey,, Yuhee nadani mein"
"Ankh Khulli to bari c Zindagi Hairaan Khari thi"
Always Cheers

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Long Walk Home........

i can see distant town where i was born, i can see friends smiling through my heart. Dust and long sundays and feel the sweetness of excuses for not working on mondays. Those seculded yet beautiful places & I can still taste the smell of beer enjoyed there.

I can feel the rythem of motorbike and long roads ahead with no destination. I can still feel the company of all those friends figuring out what to do in life. A lamp post under where long distant planning was made. A perfect meeting point where everybody comes out with big smile on face and blurred image in eyes. I can still feel the pain of broken heart, perfect long lonely nights. I can still feel deep summer evenings.

I'm still figuring out what went wrong and its going to be a long walk home .......

Sunday, July 19, 2009

catch my tear

I have been running here and there for no reason. some idiot stuff bugging me for long. Ruining my life by inhaling man made poison. loosing myself without even thinking that i get something that make me different from rest of the world - my pencils.


well again three days confinment to my boring room, pushing pencils hoping i'll draw myself. so here is the outcome even though most of guys have no senses to judge the power of graphite.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

death of cell phone

there was a time when we used to spend hours chatting on our beloved cellphones. small gadget used to be our best friend. texting was limited to sending forward messages only. we were sick and tired of receiving calls and there was time when we used to switch it off lolz. There is proverb in india for those who send texts. "Baniya hai sale, call ni hundi" even small smalls things like-today i couldn't take shit- were discussed on cellphones. Thanks to our cellular companies that are fighting with each other just to keep their customers happily:). Remember the long nights with mobile phone glued to your ear and "khusar fusar" with so called your girl friend and sleeping without disconnecting the calls. Monthly bills were not so bad and we were king of hell. Chargers would beg us and plead plz i can't take it anymore I'm tired of charging your cells leave me alone. those were the days..

now conditions are worst here. my mates are carrying flash handsets, 20000 RS, 30000 RS and when you ask them what you do with your cell phones, they simply smile and say"we just text". Chargers are happy here they don't have to do much exercises. Our life has stuck to one point - Texting. If someone receives a call, he/she gets so much excited that cell phone is thrown out of pocket and starts running here and there in excitement coz we are not used to receiving calls.One of my friend got faint last week in class, when he received call from someone. He had to admit in hospital and doctor said" next time just stick to texting and if your friend is making call tell him not to do this otherwise you would sue hum".

Friday, February 20, 2009

where people walk barefoot

people walk barefoot here, even in college they never follow set standard of dress code, students come in casual attire with no shoes tied on. When I came here first time I was amazed to see their culture and then I looked at my shoes - swanky one, we spend huge amount on our foot gear and flash them in the market, look who is wearing what !!!!. but people here don't give damn what we wearing.

We are going in opposite direction, foreigners are becoming more rustic and we are becoming more sophisticated. lolz strange world.

Chinese, Koreans & Japanese people are the best here. They have money, big cars and beautiful houses. They know the dressing sense and more happy than anyone else.

Chinese has become second language here and they have a strong lobby too. Determined group which can go to any extent to help their own community.

"Janda ucha Rahey Hamara" yes this quote is true and best to my knowledge. Indians keep their own "Janda" high every where. They stick to each other all the time but internally they live a jealous life. We are known for not arriving at any decision even after a long discussion. This saying was proved to me by my hostel mates on last Sunday, when we were planning "game" to kill our time, every brain was working hard to make Sunday better and exciting but after much discussion we ended up eating Maggie separately, on the contrary Chinese people had a very good play of basketball and left happily

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I care when I'm drunk!

Year 2009, yeah new year for all of us, that shit blame game is still being played in great zeal by both the governments of two nations so Bad :(. It seems my city's political system is collapsed and beyond common man comprehension so Bad :(. There is no hope and have no idea whats going on. A babu sitting on his shit chair is uttering a word about "Gandhi" he expects from helpless citizen of this nation well so Bad:(. Minorities are being targeted by f^%$#*&%king Hindustani mob in some part of MY NATION so bad:(. World is ready to consume its own sons.
I sit on chair for dinner, my mom comes and serve me the tasty dinner, she is so patient and beloved, my dad -who has come a long way and still determine to secure my soul(s)=sitting right next to me enjoying his old 70s movie on 21st century technology God Bless them. My Friends who have been with me for so many years and now hardly see each other....God save their souls:). I think about my past achievments (really) and close my eyes ohhh world is so awesome
When tomorrow comes , I'll hardly care about anything, again I'll close my senses and wait for miracle to happen. I'll again choose to pick up fight with myself. I'll hardly think of gone people. I care When I'm drunk!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

prisoner of passion

I wish I could disappear from this city forever. I wish I had power to fly. I pick up my keys and walk out of my room with enthusiasm and end up going no where. A desperate phone calls to buddies :( , but I know one place where I can go comfortably, my room.

I have companion who keep me busy all the time, large collection of movies collected painstakingly over the years & still updating my database. A new movie every day. Perfect idea to celebrate evening without relying on so called buddies. I'm prisoner of my passion. I can hardly think of days when I haven't watched any movie. I have watched enough movies that I can write book on it oho! but I won't make any stupid mistake :O .

Recently I came across very good movie and by far it is the best movie I ever watched. I love the performance of every character and it seems movie is impeccable. Its a story of football player who is self centered, over confidence and wants to be numero uno in and out of field until he meets his cute and smart daughter. His vanity morphed into compassion. very touching movie.

The best way to beat loneliness ohu ohu! keep watching movies :) . I wonder man is surrounded by so many relations and yet he comes with his own baggage of loneliness. Every man on this earth is loner and sad. Is it just a feelings? and to what extent it is good for our self ?. So many question running through head. We feel lonely because we expect too much from our self. Its just like when we give something and expect huge return and suddenly we realize oho I haven't got what I deserve and we start doing introspection and gradually open up the Pandora's box of weird things/feelings. Ahhhhh may be! Lets give freedom to our feelings and assumed that things do not turn out exactly the way we want in our life.

God bless the souls of those people who are constantly working hard to offer new entertainment to people like us. Imagine the world without real entertainment

Cheers