prisoner of passion

I wish I could disappear from this city forever. I wish I had power to fly. I pick up my keys and walk out of my room with enthusiasm and end up going no where. A desperate phone calls to buddies :( , but I know one place where I can go comfortably, my room.

I have companion who keep me busy all the time, large collection of movies collected painstakingly over the years & still updating my database. A new movie every day. Perfect idea to celebrate evening without relying on so called buddies. I'm prisoner of my passion. I can hardly think of days when I haven't watched any movie. I have watched enough movies that I can write book on it oho! but I won't make any stupid mistake :O .

Recently I came across very good movie and by far it is the best movie I ever watched. I love the performance of every character and it seems movie is impeccable. Its a story of football player who is self centered, over confidence and wants to be numero uno in and out of field until he meets his cute and smart daughter. His vanity morphed into compassion. very touching movie.

The best way to beat loneliness ohu ohu! keep watching movies :) . I wonder man is surrounded by so many relations and yet he comes with his own baggage of loneliness. Every man on this earth is loner and sad. Is it just a feelings? and to what extent it is good for our self ?. So many question running through head. We feel lonely because we expect too much from our self. Its just like when we give something and expect huge return and suddenly we realize oho I haven't got what I deserve and we start doing introspection and gradually open up the Pandora's box of weird things/feelings. Ahhhhh may be! Lets give freedom to our feelings and assumed that things do not turn out exactly the way we want in our life.

God bless the souls of those people who are constantly working hard to offer new entertainment to people like us. Imagine the world without real entertainment

Cheers