My morning shifts are killing me these days. I have to wake up at 3 in the morning to get ready. I hate shaving in the morning. Everything is so dull one can't even imagine. I usually finish my shift around 1 in the afternoon and then drive straight home to take a nap. I always end up sleeping not more than three hours and then I have to prepare my mind for another morning shift uffff. This mean that I have no time to write or create something new.
Today is my day off so i got plenty of time to think about myself (my favourite hobby and time pass lolz). I always wanted to do something different but my desire to be different took me away from my close one and even I couldn't realise. I finished my shift at 1 yesterday afternoon, drove home, turned on my computer and started staring at it for no reasons. Suddenly my friend came with good idea.Its been a long time since i have visited Gurudwara. Its about half an hour drive from where I live. My cousin says Ham Gurudwara is the oldest in New Zealand.
Now I'm standing in front of God with folded hand and eyes closed, waiting for the words to come out of my mouth.But it didn't happen, My mind was silent as if it had nothing to ask.Time stood still. My pray had no words. It was silent like a moon."God be with me" that were the last words came out of my mind, I turned back started walking but my soul was still there waiting for the pray to over..
9 comments:
one more post straight from the heart...great going bro... keep writing your heart out.. it will give you peace..
Unspoken words are like unspoken stories, without results but with a lot expectations. I always love the way u express your feelings. Stay closer to your heart. Although It hurts but tells the truth.
Words are not necessary every time, silence says it all and when the conversation is between you and God then you dont have to worry as He knows much before you ask...
mani, actually its a situation whr u dnt knw thngs happning 2 yew r gud 4 yew or nt.. so its btr 2 b silent nd lts god decide wt is ryt path 4 mann.. bt god vl shw yew d way u have 2 walk onto tat nd achv ur goal... sumtyms its btr 2 remain silent in front of tat spl ppl who dnt need ur wrds 2 undrstnd ur feelings... samjhe raJ:-)
nyco pieCe of writing... direct dIl se'
love u guys,
When we see better than to us than v compare to our self, what we are doing?
Mere khan de matlab hai ki jad apa Raab de jaa kise apane to senior de samne khade ha te oh samu puch rehya hai, kaka ki kita hale thai ,ta mind kol ya sade ko koi jabab nahi hai dasan vaste ki jo menu kam sopya gaya hai mai oh kine maan na kita ya nahi. (Ghat Ghat ke anter ki janat,bhle bure ki pir pachanat)
Per shochna vali gaal hai ki sade mind ya sade kol koi jaab kyo nahi hai.
kyoki sanu sade maan de santi te talas hai and oh shanti sanu mil rahi hai usde samne khade hoke ta asi chaney haa ki koi v khayal es nu bhang na kar de saab jabab asi bina bole he de daye.
Kuldeep
hey there,, i have been reading ur stories,,, and was pretty much touched by ur story regarding the prayer... i cud immediately identify wid it coz dis is the way it is... a prayer is instantaneous,, it cannot be tailored,,, it either automatically comes out or there is nothing to say,, nevertheless god always knows i guess wats in our heart.. propbably out of our insecurities we make up a prayer just for the heck of it to satisfy our religious conscience.. but i think dese are pseudo prayers,,, geniune emotions do not need any manipulatioonss,,,, its really gud to know that there are people whom i know who think about life in the way u do.. ur perspectives nt only help u to evolve but help me evolve as well,,,
Dude!!!! Dont Act like a philosopher! u r young..u r energetic..do something rocking and enjoy life..well as i always say..life is TOO BIG u cant even imagine!
ANyways, enjoy!
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