and then I met myself!!!!!!!!

I wake up at 3 in the morning, I thank god coz I had another half and hour to sleep. again my alarm rings, I mustered all my courage and got ready for my another morning shift.I drove & reached the restaurant as usuall. My manager was feeling sick so she couldn't do all stuff and I had to manage each and everyhting. I finished my shift at 1 and came home. I was dead tired and slept for couple of hours.During my sleep I had a dream. Most of the time I don't remember my dreams but this was special one. I see my father in dream, standing on roof covering himself in a blanket in a dense fog. My cousin and I staring through window and talking to each other, Look Who is there somekind of Ghost and then he turns around I see my little brother in his arms. I wake up suddenly and feel I'm sick. Is it homesickness? I don't know. I have been away from parents for 5 years and never felt home sick. But today I was down and had weird feelings, missing everyone.

Corner of my room, I find my sketch pencils. I haven't used them for ages but can't find papers. My brother knows one shop So we go there to buy some papers. "Gordon Harris" art & graphic shop for artists. awesome. I feel the smell of pencils and oil colours.it reminds me of my old days when I used to do sketching. I begin to find myself in that store...

Sitting in my room holding paper thinking over & over again. The first image that was running in my mind was "Nanak" face. I guess I'm not capable enough to draw such beautiful face on earth. But I wanted to draw him. So here is the outcome of my new sketch after such a long time.

"Rakhi hai meri laaj tuney har mukaam par"
"Yuhi karaam rahey mere maula gulaam kar"