When I came here in hostel last year in feb, it was new experience for me.I was brimmed with confidence and big dreams. gradually this place started showing its true colors. Well i guess i should stop putting blame on this place infact Certain circumstances happened and left me with so many questions and answers of those questions were why me!!!!!!!!!!!. My freinds in india used to talk about deception and clever people but I never took them seriously coz I was protected by some invisible blanket.I forgot that "invisible blanket" back home and became
victim of such deception here in NZ.I was blown away anyway I don't want to dwell on my biography may be its not a right time.
Well the place where I live used to be army barracks.they converted this into private hostel long back. Rooms, rooms and more rooms sometimes washrooms lolz nothing else. This place is so dead and scared the shit out of you. Silent corridor, silent rooms & silent car parking. my friends have inculcated certains hobbies to keep their mind busy. A girl next to my room, she keeps updating "farmvilla" and when she got nothing to update she keeps cooking. A guy down the corridor checks the updates on facebook before even they are updated. I write, click pictures &
sometimes I do sketching. Next best thing is sharing movies. when we all meet in kitchen we don't talk about residency or PR. We only discuss whos got the latest movie. May be no one wanna sleep silently.
When we got nothing to do we drink n become stoned, best way to spend time.Here people are so fond of smoking. I know one guy he smokes 50 cig. in a day damn him. He is "maha chain smoker" I remember when we went to see 3 idiots in sky city, he smoked half of the pack before the start of the movie.
We are now used to such kind of lifestyle, millions of thoughts but no voice. in other words " mild depression"
6 comments:
Thanks ha.... Farmville is fine but cooking is now a rare thing i do ...well it was very intersting to read what you wrote as its kind of true...
mani, ths is nt a story of nz, ppl here r also d same - mean nd selfish... bt here v r protected by invisible blanket as our parents nd true frnd.. lonliness is a bad thng in one's lyf, so try 2 involve urslf in writing, sketching & clicking pics....
bt title is great - ppl r really hard heartened, cold blooded nd so on... gud writing, keep it up... tc
i don't like this writing.............i love dis writing.......really.....not only in NewZealand, here in India also people are iron hearted.....only those can realise who dn't have friends....
VEry good bro.... life is like that. its not about you hostel, its more about the inside loneliness we have..
human nature.. expecting different than what he has... good writing man! keep writing..
hey there,,, it was a pretty scary set up that u presented,,, right from a horror film,, lolz..... anyway,, it does get lonely when one faces such circumstsances,,, but i would say that ur still pretty fortunate though, since ur in touch with ur own conscious. this is the most imp thing,,, however gettin down with drinks to escape loneliness is nt always the right thing to dooo,,,, always remember that its far better to feel lonely when one actually is lonely as compared to when one feels lonely, inspite of being amongst many people around... lastly,, i would say that u are abetter judge of ur own situation...keep on searching ur soul,,, coz this is the true way,,,
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